It hurts, dude

To be honest, he is not my first but I count him as my first because of I already in Junior high school. So, I think it could be good enough to be my first chapter in a love story.  I should remind you.  "First chapter doesn't mean first love". This story began in the middle of 2012.  Let's called this boy, Ferry(his name isn't Ferry). We know each other by blackberry messager. When I was in a junior high school, he's already in senior high school. So, he is 2 or 3 years older than me.  Accidentally, he is one of my senior's friend and then we met in a circle key (it is kind of store like sevel). We chat till midnight. We have a lot of conversation to talk about too.  He is so kind and friendly.  We were so close (by chat). We never met again after that time. We never hang out together, watching movie together or maybe eating together. No, we never do those kind of stuffs. I like the way he said the sweet things. I like the way he supported me ...

Just called me Rindu. I'm Indonesian. Honestly, gak terlalu suka nulis. Tapi, pada tanggal 12 Juni 2017 at 1:46 am I was so messed up. So, I decided to write here. Lebih tepatnya mengeluarkan uneg - uneg yang entah mau dikeluarkan kemana lagi. Nah, kenapa nama blognya 'fckingheartbreaking'? Cause, when I entered heart-breaking it's unavailable terus dicari - cari akhirnya pas enter fckingheartbreaking available haha. Emang malem itu lagi puncaknya sakit hati dan gatau lagi mau ngapain. Jadilah nama blognya ini ada unsur sakit hatinya haha. Well, I'm going to post some of my experinces about love, heart breaking, or something else. Pokoknya gajauh - jauh dari masalah percintaan gitu lah. Mulai dari the best part until the saddest part of it. And whoever you are, please gives a comment on my post even just for a suggestion, advice, or critics. I hope semua orang yang baca blog ini can take any manfaat, faedah or perhaps pelajaran buat diri kalian masing - masi...