To be honest, he is not my first but I count him as my first because of I already in Junior high school. So, I think it could be good enough to be my first chapter in a love story.
I should remind you.
"First chapter doesn't mean first love".
This story began in the middle of 2012.
Let's called this boy, Ferry(his name isn't Ferry). We know each other by blackberry messager. When I was in a junior high school, he's already in senior high school. So, he is 2 or 3 years older than me.
Accidentally, he is one of my senior's friend and then we met in a circle key (it is kind of store like sevel). We chat till midnight. We have a lot of conversation to talk about too.
He is so kind and friendly.
We were so close (by chat).
We never met again after that time. We never hang out together, watching movie together or maybe eating together. No, we never do those kind of stuffs.
I like the way he said the sweet things. I like the way he supported me with his words. It was so much touching ❤❤❤.
We kept those relation just like that.
We didn't have any "real" status for what we really are.
If you thought we are dating, no we're not. We do not have any things together except chatting.
If you thought we are friend, no we're not. We are much closer than just being a friend.
Well, I don't have any idea of thinking about what we really are.
But I admit that I really like him at that time. He always beside me and support me with his words and loves, hugs, kisses emojis.
I know it's only emojis! But it really meant to me.
.
.
.
Day by day, month by month left. I forget when we started to walk away from each other.
But the one that I remember the most is, in a day he posted a tweet in twitter (I forget his tweet) then I opened his profile and I found his profile picture with a girl also a girl's name in his bio.
I got shocked. I cried. Because all I know was we are so close together.
If you ask me what I do then?
I unfollowed him, blocked him, and stayed away from him. I don't wanna know anything, any kind of him.
I was so much disappointed because he's not what I expect to.
And we never talk again.
.
Until 2016, we chat in instagram message just for a little.
#notes : I forgive all the things we have done, but I'll never forget the story behind us.
I should remind you.
"First chapter doesn't mean first love".
This story began in the middle of 2012.
Let's called this boy, Ferry(his name isn't Ferry). We know each other by blackberry messager. When I was in a junior high school, he's already in senior high school. So, he is 2 or 3 years older than me.
Accidentally, he is one of my senior's friend and then we met in a circle key (it is kind of store like sevel). We chat till midnight. We have a lot of conversation to talk about too.
He is so kind and friendly.
We were so close (by chat).
We never met again after that time. We never hang out together, watching movie together or maybe eating together. No, we never do those kind of stuffs.
I like the way he said the sweet things. I like the way he supported me with his words. It was so much touching ❤❤❤.
We kept those relation just like that.
We didn't have any "real" status for what we really are.
If you thought we are dating, no we're not. We do not have any things together except chatting.
If you thought we are friend, no we're not. We are much closer than just being a friend.
Well, I don't have any idea of thinking about what we really are.
But I admit that I really like him at that time. He always beside me and support me with his words and loves, hugs, kisses emojis.
I know it's only emojis! But it really meant to me.
.
.
.
Day by day, month by month left. I forget when we started to walk away from each other.
But the one that I remember the most is, in a day he posted a tweet in twitter (I forget his tweet) then I opened his profile and I found his profile picture with a girl also a girl's name in his bio.
I got shocked. I cried. Because all I know was we are so close together.
If you ask me what I do then?
I unfollowed him, blocked him, and stayed away from him. I don't wanna know anything, any kind of him.
I was so much disappointed because he's not what I expect to.
And we never talk again.
.
Until 2016, we chat in instagram message just for a little.
#notes : I forgive all the things we have done, but I'll never forget the story behind us.
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